Monday, March 21, 2011

For Real

Over at Beth Moore's blog today she posed a question and asked us to comment. Read it for yourself, if you have a moment, but the shortened version is: What testimony would you share to someone who didn't believe in Christ, or was new to believing in Christ about a time when you knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that God is REAL.

Below is the comment I posted. As my typed words appeared on the computer screen before me, fresh tears of gratefulness streamed down my face...


So many…but the most recent one: when my son was born last year. I had spent a lot of my pregnancy terrified that I would lose one or both of my babies (we were expecting twins!) if not during pregnancy, then at delivery. My labor was lonnnggg and got VERY intense at the end. When my son finally came out (he was first), he was blue and did not make a single noise. My very worst fear.

Everything in the room, all the evidence before me, said PANIC.

And yet, I did not.

Because at the first sight of him, as I noticed these things, God said “wait” to my heart. “Just wait”. It was accompanied by the most calm and serene feeling I have ever felt.

THAT is not of me. THAT is God.

A moment later, from a far away corner where the nurses had rushed him, my son’s cry filled both the room and my heart, followed shortly after by his sister’s.

Thanks be to God, for He is real, and He is good.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Buddies

Dave took these the other day while I was at work.

*No babies were harmed during the making of this blog post =) *












Monday, March 14, 2011

Best Weekend Ever

It really was.

Let's start at the beginning, shall we?

Friday I took the afternoon off work. As someone who only works three afternoons a week, I rarely do that, but I scheduled myself off that day for a good reason. Friday was the first day of the HUGE semi-annual consignment sale in my area, and I love to go and stock up on baby (Toddler!) clothes at great prices. And this year my friend and her 5 month old came up and went with us! The sale wasn't as fruitful as I'd hoped for clothes, but I did end up scoring this toy -in great condition- for $20!

It may seem a bit silly to be buying any type of toy myself being that their birthday is in 2 weeks, but I really couldn't pass up such a great deal. This is the kind of toy that (hopefully) they will play with for months to come, so it seemed like a decent investment. Luke's very favorite thing to do right now is open and close doors...so how could I turn down this opportunity for him?

Even though I didn't stock up on clothes like I'd hoped, we still had a great time. Melissa and I had a good laugh about how times had changed as we loaded our three children into my minivan and headed out. Gone are the days where we'd hop into her two door jeep after work to hit the mall or go grab a cocktail =)...and we wouldn't have it any other way! It was just amusing to see how much stuff we now required to go anywhere and how long it took us to pack up!


Saturday we had our second trial class at Gymboree. The twins just loved it! It sure made a difference being in an age appropriate class versus the all ages one. But, it's still insanely expensive and even if we had a gazillion dollars I don't know if we could justify the expense.


At one point Abbey was so captivated that she stood unassisted for the longest time!



Sunday morning was the big run. As you know, I was not really looking forward to it. I had been training for weeks, but never really enjoying running. And after a rough night (Abbey appears to be going through a heightened level of separation anxiety at night time) and waking up (late) to terrible weather, I was ready to bail on the whole thing. But my husband wouldn't let me, and I am so grateful he didn't =). He got Luke up, and while I nursed the babies he packed up the double stroller and umbrellas, made coffee for us and breakfast to go for the babies. He got them all loaded in the van while I stretched (and cursed) in the living room. Then I grabbed a protein bar and off we went. Traffic was awful, so he dropped me off and went to go find parking. I walked around in the rain and mud and crowds to find the tent where I was to check in and get my number. The 5k ended up starting later than planned, and that was a blessing. It gave me time to really soak in the atmosphere, which was really fun! I had been really down the week before because while the babies were sick I missed a few runs and therefor was behind in my training, so I knew I wasn't going to be able to run the whole time. But, I tried really hard to focus on the fact that this was something I never thought I would do, and I was setting a good example for my children by doing it. And like I said, I did run far more than I could have before I started training, so that's something to be proud of.

And proud I felt!

I was SO happy to run across that finish line that I actually had the insane thought of doing something like this again!

(they only had Youth Small (yeah, right) and Men's X-Large shirts by the time I checked in, so my shirt is giant and my sweatshirt that came off before I even finished mile one is tied around my waist...so I look gigantic here, but happy=) )


David was so great to do whatever it took to keep the babies
happy - and dry- while I ran. I am so lucky!

(Luke playing with Daddy's cell phone -normally not allowed =) )

We came home and I took a LONG shower, and then the four of us just hung out around the house.

Sunday night was the best part. I knew we were going somewhere for my birthday dinner, but I didn't know where. I suspected Olive Garden, since that is my usual go-to restaurant, and David knows that.

We put the twins to bed and my sister Natalie came over to sit on our couch while we went out and the babies slept. David had told me Natalie had arranged for our dinner gift card, so I was waiting for her to get here to find out where we were going. Imagine my surprise when she hands me THREE presents and a STACK of cards!! My entire family all pitched in and got me my very favorite things. A dinner for Dave and I at The Melting Pot. A gift certificate for a ONE HOUR MASSAGE. And some seed money for my future get away to Skamania Lodge.
I about fell over!!

I was seriously in shock.

Do I have the best family in the world or what?????

I had just been telling David that morning that I didn't think anything could beat my birthday last year. It was a day I had spent my entire pregnancy holding my breath for...full term, and we had made it - plus 2 more weeks! God is so faithful...

Anyways, this year's birthday sure gave last year a run for it's money =)



Sunday, March 13, 2011

I DID IT!!!

I actually did a 5k this morning.

I know. I am shocked too.

I fought against every natural urge in me this morning...the loss of an hours sleep last night, the babies who for ONCE slept late (we had to wake Luke... I KNOW), the cold, the RAIN, and the fact that I just don't really like running... and I went. And I did it.

I was surprised to find a good portion of it was uphill. Like, A LOT of it, so I ended up walking more of it than I planned to. But I still did it.

It was slow going for the majority of it. Children passed me. Old people passed me. At one point I am pretty sure a tree and a parked car even passed me.

But I ran significantly more than I could have just a few months ago, and that is a victory.

And running across that finish line felt so good.

Now off to celebrate the rest of my birthday.

Happy my birthday to all of you =)

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Link Love

I have a lot of blog reading to catch up on, but for days now I haven't been able to get these 3 posts out of my head, so I thought I would share them with you all in hopes that they would stir something in you as well...

I read this post by Beth Moore's daughter Amanda last Friday, and can not stop thinking about it. As someone who has spent a good portion of her life wishing the world would be more sensitive to my thin skin, I felt so convicted by the time I finished reading this I almost couldn't catch my breath.


I read this post on Monday, and absolutely could not agree more. May it inspire us all to be more loving.



Those two posts have encouraged some deep thinking, soul searching moments in me lately.



Conversely, this last link has cracked me up more times than I can count.


Friday, March 4, 2011

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Glimpses of our days lately...

We've been up to some fun things, despite being ill...


We went to Gymboree...


Bundling up to go down to the park...



Enjoying our morning snack at the coffee table...



Standing around, playing with toys...



Reading books with Daddy...



Playing with tupperware...



Cruising along the furniture...



Picking on each other...



Looking at books...



Bundling up to run errands in the snow...



And smiling...



... and more smiling...